Monday, January 4, 2010

ABC. *Scared face*

I'm gonna be doing an ABC....details below.

I need support. I hate asking for help, but I know I need it. If you want to talk, email me at bite.mexd@rocketmail.com. Please want to talk...haha. I'll be getting texting soon, and that'll make things wayy easier.

  1. 100 calories
  2. 200 calories
  3. 300 calories
  4. 400 calories
  5. 500 calories
  6. fast
  7. 150 calories
  8. 200 calories
  9. 400 calories
  10. 350 calories
  11. 250 calories
  12. 200 calories
  13. fast
  14. 200 calories
  15. 100 calories
  16. fast
  17. 300 calories
  18. 250 calories
  19. 200 calories
  20. 150 calories
  21. 100 calories
  22. 50 calories
  23. 100 calories
  24. 200 calories
  25. 200 calories
  26. 300 calories
  27. 800
  28. fast
  29. 250 calories
  30. 350 calories
  31. 450 calories
  32. fast
  33. 500 calories
  34. 450 calories
  35. 400 calories
  36. 350 calories
  37. 300 calories
  38. 250 calories
  39. 200 calories
  40. 200 calories
  41. 250 calories
  42. 200 calories
  43. 300 calories
  44. 200 calories
  45. 150 calories
  46. fast

Yeah, it's edited a bit. I wanna stay on track with "O.G." while she does it, too. I'll probably add the days I missed to the end...I hope I'm not cheating...?

Today was AWFUL. I ate a whole shitload. But we won't get into that...because I'm reading about the success of ABC and it sounds really promising. Tomorrow is a 100 day, so I guess I'll skip everything until dinner and have a yogurt. If that doesn't work...we'll figure something out.

I'm tired of giving up. I never finish anything. I want to see this through. I want to be thin, and be able to say it wasn't just luck, it was something I did, that I finally did something. I want to do something.

That's why I'm not...absolutely NOT...letting myself get away with any cheating. I let myself to do many things. Cheating on Ana will not be one of them.

Anyway, thanks.

2 comments:

  1. feel free to email me anytime - andyandana@gmail.com I'm on the ABC right now, I'm actually at where you're starting :]

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  2. the abc completely worked for me , it was the kick in the butt that i needed to get started. i dont think it matters that you changed a few things, as long as your cals are different every day then you should be fine. stay strong


    meg

    p.s. i would suggest finding something thats 100 cals but that can be spaced out throughout the day like dried fruit,egg whites,bran cereal, instead of eating the yogurt .also if you can pick up some tea, or diet hot chocolate to drink instead of eating some, hot drinks always filled me up and kept me from binging. good luck!

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